O the
agony of My heart, the unceasing pain, the unhealing wound
My
heart is torn apart, my anguish is unbearable, the pain incurable
My
heart is overwhelmed with grief, the weight I can not bear
From
the depths of My heart I moan, in anguish I cry out
My
cries fall on deaf ears, on harden hearts, and unseeing eyes
From
my suffering I cry to God, I plead in desperation
When
will this trial end, when will the oppression cease
Why
are you torturing me, have I not done what was commanded
Why
are you punishing me, the weight of your hand I can not bear.
Has
Your heart grown cold, is it void of love, has it become a desert
What
have I done to deserve this punishment, this unfair discipline
You
say You are just, and with justice You reign, then why this
punishment
You
said you loved me, You said You cared, but all I see is discipline
Where
is your love, where is your compassion, why are you so unfair
All I
feel is Your wrath, I am surrounded by your fierce anger
Why
do you hate me, why must I suffer this punishment
I am
frightened of Your wrath, of Your anger, of Your aggression
In my
fright I turned away, in panic I fled, in despair I live
In
desperation I call out to you, where is your compassion
Where
is your mercy, your grace, your love, why can I not feel it
You
heard my cries, and answered me
Look
deeper what you see is not, what I see
Open
your eyes, do not be deceived, take it all in
Do
not let your perception of me blind you
I
looked beyond my blindness, this it what I saw.
O the
agony of My heart, the unceasing pain, the unhealing wound
My
heart is torn apart, my anguish is unbearable, the pain incurable
My
heart is overwhelmed with grief, the weight I can not bear
From
the depths of My heart I moan, in anguish I cry out
My
cries fall on deaf ears, on harden hearts, and unseeing eyes
I saw
the agony my sin caused Your heart, the deep wound it made
A
pain beyond anything I could bear, an anguish that would kill me
A
brokenness I will never understand, the depth of Your pain is
unfathomable
My
heart moans with the impact of this love, this stead fast love
I cry
out to you from the depth of my heart, for the pain I inflict upon
you.
I see
Your steadfast love for me, where I was blind before
I see
Your love for a nation that broke Your heart
Father,
I commit myself to you, I give my heart to you
Break
me for what breaks You, use me as you will
My
heart has found its place, it belongs to you.
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